I enter this LJ, I read a post where he talks sam_bluesky Horoscope tarot.com
, and this I find ...
Saturday, July 10th, 2010 - You May Appear so upbeat now That You Are Able to fool yourself Into thinking That Everything is fine. But unresolved feelings from your past Can Stand Between You and your happiness. Do not Pretend That You are feeling good if You are not, it is Certainly Healthier to show your vulnerability and talk about what's on your mind. Could You Be surprised by events WHERE Takes you today's conversation. What a tremendous
appropriate. Seriously. And I swear that I was writing this post before reading! But I found it funny xD I've
A couple of days quite thoughtful for several reasons. And there are so many things I do not understand, and so many things I see ... should not be who they are.
If you remember the previous post, I was certainly nostalgic and somewhat melancholy thinking about what has happened to me while there was still Arcadia Gamers. And sure a few others has seen the explosion of hatred
that this has created.
(Oh, for visitors as biting the tongue die poisoned: No, I will not delete any message, or limit it to post anonymously, at least temporarily. What I'm hearing rumors that sends eggs xD.)
And frankly, I do not understand. A personal letter in which I review both the good and the badnd what you want, do not doubt that is because he has put all of you for it. Chache is that I have no idea that going to do from now on, and Education as well. But no matter, after all this time ... Anyway. Continue holding a grudge is too mean and petty. If part of the story we have come, and we are able to look back and learn from our mistakes ... Why do not you'll be able to move everyone?
That is why I said in my previous post that I have a Machiavellian and evil mind. Everything I write is read in two ways. All I do is interpreted as fancy. As under the shield for a moment ... It makes me laugh. Especially since insurance will continue spending time, and will continue such attackshatred, and will not be the last time I learned that I attributed something I was unaware until that moment.
And I do not understand.
Just as there are more things I do not understand. Eg. Why have heard the other day that made me want to re-animate, re-work, making a fresh new walk after a long-forgotten ideal? Will it be I'm too naive? Will not really see the reality as it should, understanding everything upside down?
There are more things that intrigue me. As the "reunion" of Gueim the other day, which I have not spoken yet. But frankly, even I am having trouble digesting it.
turns out that, as always, the association has no students who want to engage withand bitter and did not speak at all. Propose the odd idea, see if congealed, see this.
And it ended with a "Let's hear you, but you're going to cut every two to three for INSISTIRTE how important it is that someone, a person, a student, you point and make a new board. And when you final word, we say that the reunion is over until next October. "
Sorry, I did not like. Not much. I would have liked to talk things out. Have treated the issue differently. Do not see me surrounded by five people (of whom two did not know, and a third act a bit shocking at the time) which seemed to take written on the face "WE WANT YOU. And You Can not refuse." Which brings me to my next point.
Gueim take care of from now? Let's be honest, is an association which has lasted 3 years with assisted breathing, or very nearly. It is suggested that any new one, but anyone wanting to do something. And do not get a group of people, friends, people willing to pull the truck overnight. And relegate this task to one person, and over, without having any communication with her (ahem), only has the result that everyone is pissed off at the end. And I saw the other day promised that would repeat exactly the same conditions as in his day.
And hey. That Bologna is there. What if I start to pass and all that I have in a year or two, be in very serious trouble. I have no time to devote to these intriguinglanteare seriously when they meet again. Raise such objections if I'll have time to organize something, to raise any project. But I must be very clear that I can not afford to spend more years in which only approve a subject. Or even that. It is preferable to say no to time, to encompass more than you can hug, right?
(Incidentally, how nice. This year I passed so many credits, I passed the enrollment period of October, classes began, to 13 September. Hopefully I can even catch some molon seminar as web programming)
And finally. Speaking also of another thing of the past. It was not all "hate" in the previous post. I did pretty illusion receive an anonymous comment (I hope that genuine.Although there is no reason to believe otherwise) of Anva, saying that even I was reading from time to time, and most in his line, calling me cracker. Thank you very much for making an appearance girl. And I hope you things are going great, you deserve it:). Maybe I find you on Facebook or something. What if I told you the gossip, which makes me na meti and less to see how she # camelot ... xD Ojala
have a day where I could find with so many people I've known and I have not seen again, and be able to chat. No problem. No insults. Without bitterness or nonsense. It would be extremely nice. Although I feel it would be quite impossible, at least today.
And, I must confess something. And this piece of billet has come tolight only for a reason. Today, seeing a show, I heard a phrase that has impressed me a lot. The dialogue was something like this:
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"We'll fix one day?
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What do you think?
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I think not. Notify me forgive me.
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hold your breath.
And, let's be honest. There are many, many times we put our foot, and we would love to forget, do anything to compensate, or find any way to get the forgiveness of the other person. What is more difficult to assess the real damage we have done to another person. Some of those times cagamos big, so that the other person just really hurt by our actions, provocando we are automatically out of the life of that person. In such cases, how hard is to take an attitude like that dialogue. Accept it, knowing you've done wrong, there is no way to amend what you've done. Or rather, if that is, waving goodbye to her, and leaving an open door available when ready to forgive.
difficult thing in this case, folks, is that most of the time, it always ends the same: No one ever called that door. We can only wait and let time help us to forget that it was there. And in the unlikely case you really call back to that door? Let a tip: Do not open your. Do whatever you can to put it away. The time is not wasted. Y